The Husbandry of Love | |
I have been loving, though I am languishing, | |
and I am [now loving] more or twice more [than before]; | |
watching over a very gentle love, | |
4 | pain's cripple, clear offspring of memory. |
I have kept love in my breast, | |
deceiver, gnawer of flesh. | |
It's increasing (it knew pain) | |
8 | in my breast (mother of deceit) |
quicker than the growth (a powerful creation) | |
of a rod on a thick-topped planted tree. | |
It was my aim to seek a crop of love | |
12 | appropriately and continuously. |
I have made a winter tilth (with due care), | |
a payment of painful passion. | |
The brave, joyful and profound breast was ploughed | |
16 | (a deep stroke of ash-wood) in one furrow. |
The ploughshare is in my heart | |
and the coulter of love [is] above the slopes. | |
On the right breast (sudden wound) | |
20 | [there is] sowing and harrowing of a flood of passion, |
and a fine, perfect and wise plough | |
to fallow the other breast. | |
And in three months (a mind's bright choice) | |
24 | in springtime (pain of sleepless deceit) |
anguish took root in me; | |
a field kills me, passion's mockery. | |
I shall have nothing but trouble from great love, | |
28 | no-one believes how busy love is |
between the tenure (hidden nourishment of sorrow) | |
of January and Morfudd's love. | |
On May Day, lest I should in any way willingly have | |
32 | a period of idleness in my life, |
I made an enclosure (lively violence of foolish pride) | |
around it, I am a lonely man. | |
While the love of this generous girl | |
36 | (a lame man's condition) throughout my breast |
was lively, fair and flourishing (I'm not concerned) | |
[and] maturely abundant, | |
I went to and fro (I did not postpone [paying] wages) | |
40 | [about] the arrangements for the reaping party of pain. |
The complete loss of all the wheat was sad, | |
the pourer of the world is always tribulation. | |
The wind came (the long journey of a thunder-bolt) | |
44 | from the south of a heart broken in two. |
And two stars of love (a lover's anguish) | |
darkened in my head: | |
floodgates of bitterly flowing tears, | |
48 | eyes, passion's swimmers. |
They looked (a picture of flooding) | |
at Morfudd, gentle golden girl, | |
chimneys of floodwaters, | |
52 | laborious, talentless streams. |
Bad weather from the angry west (an armful of woe) | |
was cruel for the stubble, | |
and heavy, sad and constant rain comes | |
56 | from the eastern sky to cheeks. |
This breast tonight has been beaten | |
by blue water (a remorseful conclusion). | |
Under my breast is the concentration of pain, | |
60 | my eyes leave no bundle of dry wheat. |
Flowing tears for [a girl with] Eigr's appearance do not allow | |
(spoilt crop) any sleep for an eye. | |
O love (deceitful seeds), | |
64 | after the pain, woe is you because of the thought |
that I could not (strong pain of betrayal) | |
gather you between two showers. | |
The good, long-lasting love has fallen; | |
68 | I have been deceived about sustenance. |