The Girls of Llanbadarn | |
I am bent with wrath, | |
a plague upon all the women of this parish! | |
for I've never had (cruel, oppressive longing) | |
4 | a single one of them, |
neither a virgin (a pleasant desire) | |
nor a little girl nor hag nor wife. | |
What hindrance, what wickedness, | |
8 | what failing prevents them from wanting me? |
What harm could it do to a fine–browed maiden | |
to have me in a dark, dense wood? | |
It would not be shameful for her | |
12 | to see me in a bed of leaves. |
There was never a time when I did not love — | |
never was any charm so persistent — | |
even more than men of Garwy's ilk, | |
16 | one or two in a single day, |
and yet I've come no closer to winning one of these | |
than if she'd been my foe. | |
There was never a Sunday in Llanbadarn church | |
20 | (and others will condemn it) |
that my face was not turned towards the splendid girl | |
and my nape towards the resplendent, holy Lord. | |
And after I'd been staring long | |
24 | over my feathers across my fellow parishioners, |
the sweet radiant girl would hiss | |
to her campanion, so wise, so fair: | |
'He has an adulterous look — | |
28 | his eyes are adept at disguising his wickedness — |
that pallid lad with the face of a coquette | |
and his sister's hair upon his head.' | |
'Is that what he has in mind?' | |
32 | says the other girl by her side, |
'While the world endures he'll get no response, | |
to hell with him, the imbecile!' | |
I was stunned by the bright girl's curse, | |
36 | meagre payment for my stupefied love. |
I might have to renounce | |
this way of life, terrifying dreams. | |
Indeed, I'd better become | |
40 | a hermit, a calling fit for scoundrels. |
Through constant staring (a sure lesson) | |
over my shoulder (a pitiful sight), | |
it has befallen me, who loves the power of verse, | |
44 | to become wry–necked without a mate. |